What hurts?

**letting go of the person you've just learned to love **reminiscing the good times you shared together **shielding your heart to love somebody **trying to hide what you really feel **trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes *loving a person too much **giving up of someone you never thought of giving up **having the right love at the wrong time **taking the risk to fall inlove again **hiding your relationship from someone else **controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend **thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never even thinks single thought of you... :: letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper :: holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out :: falling inlove with someone you didnt mean to fall inlove with :: finding the perfect man...with only one prob....he doesnt love you... :: helping the one you love court your friend :: seeing the one you love crying for someone else :: the waiting also hurts like hell :: having to hear "... I've met someone" :: agreeing to his wish to 'just be friends'. :: asking his freedom back bcoz 'he'd be happier with her' :: asking u to 'forget that everything happened'and be 'normal' friends again. :: hearing that u're treated as a little sister. :: sharing his future plans for the girl with you. :: u stopped being friends bcoz her bf/gf asked her/him to. :: being denied in front of people. :: telling u lies where he'd been when actually, he was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame'! :: she told u she'd be leaving u to return to her ex (d one she left 4 u!) :: breaking someone's heart :: fighting for that one thing that would make you happy :: that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fixedhimself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell...but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her :: PRETENDING you're OK when inside you're dying... :: PRETENDING to be strong.... and RECOGNIZING your weakness :: lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have... :: being with someone you can't actually love... :: pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love... :: being in love... :: letting go even if you really don't want to... having no right to say you are hurting, because it was your decision :: seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person... :: having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things willnever be the same again when he/she doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before :: having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set foryourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable :: admitting that you love someone despite her/his imperfections :: finding out that the more you try to hate her/him, the more you end up loving her/him,perhaps even more than before... :: realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up. :: the thought that this girl/guy, used to really love you and you loved her/him as well but you didn'tgive enough and she/he gave up on you :: Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....." :: making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to bedelivered....the commitment is no longer there... :: the hardest thing about love - believing it exists. After you've been hurt......learn to forgive...learn to trust and love again **