It is October...

First day of the month,and I start hearing Christmas songs playing on the radio,How fast time flies,it seems like just yesterday I was still a kid enjoying the spirit of yuletide season.I been away with my family long enough.I can say I like it cause I became more independent and I found out my capabalities as an individual,but sometimes I do miss those days where I can sleep all day and not to worry a single bill to pay,as long as there is a simple food in the table life was good for me then. But now,life seems more complicated and I know that it takes a lot of hardwork to achieve whatever we want.Before we know it,it is christmas day,personally,I am not that excited as used to be.People here don't really celebrate it the way we did back home.It seems that everyone is in the happy mood,no matter how hard life is. I just hope and wish the same thing,good health,happy life,positive outlook and maybe someone to love dearly...I mean someone I can be with physically,I am over with the long-distance relationship saga and no out of blue sudden marriage proposal,it freaks me out!