Counting the days

Every year I am anticipating of my birthday,I know something special will come out but this year it would be very different,I am not expecting anyting because financially we are drain,I been trying to hide my emotion everytime my aunt would ask me what I want,I always knew what I wanted to have in terms of material things but I have no answer to give her,I just smiled and said that she don't have to worry or bother about it. Honestly,all that happened to me,good and bad had been a blessing,some like a blessing in disguise,you lost some,you win some,that is the fact of life,always expect the unexpected.I am happy that we are all healthy,we have food in the table,roof under our head and we can buy something what we really want once in a while. Two days from now,I will mark my 29th years here on earth.I am thanking the Lord for all the gifts and blessing He gave me.Though I haven't feel the love of my parents I am totally loved with my aunts and uncles,especially tita D and tita Jing,they are my rock and through this,I wanted to say THANK YOU for the unconditional love that you showed to me,sometimes I know I am such a whiner and a pain in your ass but I LOVE YOU both with all my heart.I am not what I am today if not because of you two. To myself....Happy Birthday in Advance....and I may grow with compassion and understanding,happiness and contentment in my heart.