In times for Valentines Day

It is really funny how fate do tricks to us,it is thrilling at the same time confusing.I was talking with my former classmate in elementary when she mentioned to me that one of my long time crushes is in Canada and asked about me.Of course i can't help but smile,for me he was the best good looking guy in town,c'mon,I was only 12 yrs old when I said that.

Last night,my phone rang and it was an unknown caller,usually I don't answer my phone when I don't know who is calling me,but my phone won't stop from ringing so I picked it up and answered it.I can't really figure out who was on the other line,it was like 17 years ago since I saw and heard that voice and now he is all grown up and with very manly voice,so I asked who was on the other line when he said his name,my jaw dropped,literally(grinning).

My best friend gave out my number to him with out my approval,well,it was a good thing i guess(Laughing),we talked for an hour and we decided to chat tru MSN,after those years,I saw his face again but i take back what I said,he is still good looking but not the best in town anymore.I am glad I am single or else I will not have any loop about him.And for the record: HE is Still Single.(wink).

Why do we Love Men=)

- we love men because they do absolutely everything possible to try to hide their weaknesses. -Because they are at peace with their bodies, except for small, insignificant things like growing bald and getting fat. -because they can’t fake an orgasm, even if they wanted to. -Because they will never understand us, yet even so they go on trying. -Because they still manage to see our beauty, even when we ourselves no longer believe it. -Because they are incredibly courageous in front of insects. -Because they understand equations, politics, maths and economics, but not the feminine heart. -Because they are lovers who only rest when we have had (or pretend to have had) pleasure. -Because they manage to raise sport to something bordering on religion. -Because they are never afraid of the dark. -Because they insist on fixing things that are beyond their capacity, and dedicate themselves to this with the same enthusiasm as an adolescent, and get frustrated when they don’t succeed. -Because they are like pomegranates: most of them is impossible to digest, but the seeds are delicious. -Because they never comment on what the neighbors might think. -Because we always know what they are thinking, and when they open their mouth they say exactly what we imagined they would. -Because they never dreamed of torturing themselves wearing high heels. -Because they love to explore our body and conquer our soul. -Because a 14-year-old girl can leave them speechless, and a 25-year-old woman can tame them quite effortlessly.. =) -Because they are always attracted by extremes: the opulent or the ascetic, warriors or monks, artists or generals. -Because a man’s biggest fear is not being a man (it never crosses a woman’s mind not to be a woman). -Because they always eat everything on their plate, and don’t feel guilty about it. -Because they take great delight in completely uninteresting matters, such as what happened at work, or different makes of automobiles. -Because they have shoulders where we can rest our heads and sleep without much effort. -Because they never lie about their age. -Because when we tell one of them “I love you”, they always ask us to explain exactly how. – because they know we have as much power of reasoning as men do. But we don’t need to make this evident, otherwise they will feel insecure. Women who do that end up alone. -Because despite everything they try to demonstrate, they can’t live without a woman. *from paulo c's warrior of the light online =)

And they Wonder

Last night some of my friends and me(they are all hitched)had a dinner together at Mordeicas,a buffet restaurant.We had a very good meal and while we were eating we will always update each other about our lovelives errr..their lovelives to be exact.Most of the time they complain how hard it is to have a small kids and a husband to take care of.As always,I am just a listener,smile and nod or sometimes I share my input if i had too. But lastnight,it was different,I was the one in the hotseat.One asked me when was the last time I had a date with an opposite sex.I replied just recently but I don't see any reason why I had to go out with him again..he is so boriiiinnnnng!!!Another friend of mine said,everytime you go out with a guy,you always had a complain,which is true,I am not picky but do I really have to date just to say or show to people that I am dating?I have my own fair share of heartache and actually I am liking someone without my friends knowing who he is. I don't want to go out with a local guy here in our city for they are not really my type,don't get me wrong but I just can't imagine myself getting invloved with a man who is so limited with their ambitions in life and have a very conservative way of thinking. My closest friend said out loud that they are wondering why I am still single,I have the looks(?),I am smart( i will take it as a compliment),and I have a potential to be a good mom and a wife.So why?my explaination was simple,I don't see why can't I be single and be happy about it.If I get married then we will see aif it will happen but I won't put my hope so high for it is not under my control.Everything has it's time and it's season so all I can do for now is wait and see.

Just being a Girl

I am still awake and it is past midnight.Tomorrow is my haircut and I am not sure if I am excited or having a second thought.I really wanted to grow my hair longer but it never happen and maybe never will be.I promise to myself that I will not look at the hairstyle magazine so I won't change my mind. Last year I cut off my hair really short during winter time,it was a lesson for me.So tomorrow is the day,hopefully it will turn out good so that I will feel beautiful and happy.We women,loves our hair so much,it is part of our life and having a bad hair day is really disappointing.So wish me luck=). I am saying sayonara to my shoulder lenght hair,it will grow back before i know it.

Embracing Life...no matter how hard.

MyNiceSpace.com This past few days I am in big turmoil,it feels like I carry the weight of the world in my shoulder.It is hard to please everyone especially if that person plays a very essential part in your life. I just wish that they will realize one day that I am my own me,I made mistake,stumble yet I learned.I want to find-out what is out there,broaden my horizon and embrace any possiblities that will come around.I am tired of being treated like a kid.They must realize that they will not be here forever to guide me.I have to embrace life ,no matter how hard it will be. I don't wanna end up wondering what might have been or could have been if I follow what I wanted to happen for myself,I appreciate all the concerned but sometimes I need to breath,need to have my own space,and take control of mylife.I am a capable individual,please,just let me be.

Second Chance..

Since you been gone I feel my life slipping away I look to the sky And everything is turnin' gray All I made was one mistake How much more will I have to pay Why can't you think it over Why can't you forget about the past Chorus: When love makes this sound babe A heart needs a second chance Don't put me down babe Can't you see I love you Since you been gone I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye So this is love Standing in the pouring rain I fooled on you But she never meant a thing And I know I ain't got no right To ask you to sympathize But why can't you think it over Why can't you forget the past Chorus I never loved her I never needed her She was willing and that's all there is to say Don't forsake me Please don't leave me now A heart needs a second chance You've been gone, and I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye Please forgive me and forget it Why can't we talk it over Why can't you forget about, forget the past (A heart needs a second chance...) When love makes it sound bad (My heart needs a second chance...) Don't put me down, babe You've been gone, and I've been in a trance This heart needs a second chance Don't say it's over I just can't say goodbye (A heart needs a second chance...) When love makes it sound bad (My heart needs a second chance...) Don't put me down, babe..... AN OLD FLAME SENT ME THIS SONG.....too bad it is too LATE.where was he when all I did was hoping that he'll came back.